The Spiritual Forum: What is the answer?

So I've been on this wonderful forum board with very "spiritually advanced" people. I have been wanting to leave this board for a very long while, but I kept staying because these people are VERY advanced... so there is a LOT I can learn from them.

One of these people, the one who made the board (head honcho), has the ability to "activate" individuals, "anchoring" a shortcut to all your psychic abilities. There have been many individuals that have already taken part in this. Of course, it is not cheap. The price is now 999$, and the core ability of this "anchor" is to HEAL. If you are not interested in healing the planet or others, you shouldn't bother applying.

Applying doesn't just take the want to heal either... you can apply, but you're not guaranteed accepted either. In order to get activated you need your HIGHER SELF's permission. When you apply, the person who is responsible for activating you will contact a higher self of you, and see if its even possible for you. There are many who were blocked, and many turned down. Something to take into consideration. It also seems that ypeople who were allowed to take part in this have all down various forms of healing/spiritual work, so they aren't just a random person who asks and higher self gave them permission and now they are spiritually advanced. They have all worked hard on their spiritual advancement beforehand in order to be accepted.

There are many other healers now, one that does beautiful readings, one that does a very advanced form of dream interpretation which contacts your soul group in order to get very precise dream interpretations for you, and a few other healers. All of which have their own spots on the forum home page.

I stay on this forum because of the many different types of people there are, and since I see everything as a learning experience, although I find this forum to be very toxic for me, I stay on it because it's similar to a library to me. A very beautiful library where each one of these members post amazing links, shared information, tips, etc.

However, the whole place is toxic for me as I get very nervous with people (online or offline it doesn't matter social events are extremely nerve wracking for me). This group of people are very straight forward, and if I make any mistakes in my writing or in how I explain myself, or not even getting what I'm supposed to be posting... things get misread and several people jump in to seemingly defend another person (I believe several times now it seems like I was attacking someone and had this happen).

For me, I've been told a lot that I looked very unemotional or did not know how to display feelings, not only do I have a hard time displaying feelings through outward appearances, but online through text as well. When I get confronted about this I overcorrect and mess things up even more. I remember one time (through collected data on peoples faces, reactions, tone, etc) I tried to ask a simple question "Who's baby is this?" I over did it and the way I asked seemed like I was thoroughly annoyed and I matter as well have asked "Who's damn baby is this crying over here?!"

I felt even worse realizing that it was my own sister's baby, and she was not happy with the tone of voice, emotion, etc that I had chosen to ask that simple curious question. *sigh* I tried to correct it after receiving the answer, and her face lightened up so I'd like to think that she understood my mistake... most likely not but I'd like to trust her face going from hard and ready to fight to gentle being a good hint of "oh you made a mistake." Probably not for the same reason but I'll take what I can get and move on.

I find myself retracting into myself more and more, the more I post on these forums. It seems like it might be time to finally step away from the forum. With every post, comment, or reply I make, the more fear I have for any replies from any of the members.

They seem to have a high sense of spiritual hierarchy (which I don't really like people looking down on others, but what am I to do about it as someone who looks up to others?). The main guy has a very blatantly obvious sense of favoritism, he obviously favors his activated individuals over those still climbing, he picks and chooses what he wants to pay attention to, if it isn't interesting to him he ignores it, and even with his own abilities... although his smaller "tools/devices" do SO much for people still learning to be with their selves, he's bored of them and sees them as useless and doesn't make them anymore (even though they are SO powerful!). He knows he's conceited and he's very busy with his self and higher more important callings with his activated members and such.

I think I'm most sensitive towards him as he is the only reason why I had joined the board in the first place... to be with him. As you can see I am very much infatuated with him. All his work, his help, his service to people, his concerns, his desires and calling, etc. I find myself following him wherever he decides to go, and every bit of me wants to do anything to stay within his sights or even try to get within vision (s-senpai, notice me///).

I think for now... I'll avoid this section of the library for now... for my own good. The question? "Will I leave this forum?" My answer? I'm scared. It is a reaction, but it is my answer. I wonder what I'll do from here.

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ANCIENT CHEROKEE INDIAN TALE OF THE ORIGIN OF ILLNESS

Long ago the humans and the animals got along fine. All the peoples, human and animal, could communicate with each other and were at peace. The animals of that long-ago time were much larger than the animals of today. Indeed, the animals of today are but shadows of those who once were.

There came a time when we humans forgot our place and broke the harmony. We humans began to reproduce at an alarming rate, and we gave ourselves to the production of all sorts of weapons meant for the destruction of the animals: spears and atlatls, bows and arrows, blowguns and traps of all kinds. We began to hunt, not just for food, but simply for the fun of killing. We humans also killed many animals just by pure carelessness, never stopping to think of the results of our actions. Even as we walked from place to place, we were not careful where we stepped, so that many of the tiny many-legged and legless ones were crushed to death or maimed. Some humans went so far as to purposely kill little animals merely from a feeling of disgust or loathing, going out of their way to step on a bug or squash a harmless spider. It was clear that we humans believed ourselves to be the only ones who mattered in all of creation, and as we continued clearing land and building our cities; it looked as if there would soon be no more room for anyone else to live in the earth.

The animals decided something had to be done about this human problem. The bears met separately from the other animals. The Great White Bear, presiding at the council asked, “What’s the problem?”

“It’s these humans; they kill us indiscriminately.”

“How do they kill us?”

“With bows and arrows.”

“Of what are their bows made?”

“The bow of locust wood and the bowstring of our guts.”

The bears decided they would make bows of their own with which to kill the humans. They got some locust wood, and one of the bears sacrificed himself to give material for the bowstring. When the bow was finished and arrows were made, one of the bears stood up to shoot. He could pull the string, but releasing it was a problem. His long claws would get hung and throw him off target. The other bears, ducking his wild arrows, cried out, “Stop, stop. Something must be done. We’ll cut your claws.”

 

After the bear’s claws were cut, he could shoot a bow as well as any man. “Now the humans have had it!” all the bears said. “We will hunt them, as they have hunted us! All we have to do is cut our claws.”

 

“Wait!” said the Great White Bear. “How is it that we bears make our living?”

“By climbing trees to get honey and by ripping open rotten logs to find insects and by digging in the earth for rodents and by catching fish.”

“How do we do all these things?”

“With our long claws.”

 

The bears understood that if they cut their claws they could no longer make a living as bears and would starve to death. The idea to hunt the humans with bows and arrows was scrapped, and they never came up with another solution.

 

All the other animals came together in a joint council to discuss the human problem. The Grubworm presided at the council. After all, it was his people, the little creeping and crawling peoples of the earth, who had suffered most from the actions of the humans. The animals all sat in a circle. The talking stick was passed, giving each an opportunity to speak. The Toad said, “Something must be done. These humans despise me. They are forever kicking me or throwing things at me, because they think I am ugly. Just look at all the bumps they’ve put on my back!”

 

One of the little birds rose and said, “Although I’m too small to provide much meat, their little boys kill my people and roast us over the fire until our feathers and feet are burned off.” One after the other, the animals spoke of atrocities committed by the humans. The only one with nothing to say against the humans was the little chipmunk, who was too small to be hunted for food and too quick to be stepped on. When he spoke in defense of the humans, the other animals jumped on him and gave him such a scratching down his back that the stripes are there to this day!

 

Once it was established that something must be done about the humans in order to save the rest of creation, the floor was open for discussion of what to do. It was finally decided that each of the animal peoples would come up with at least one disease with which to inflict the humans, in order to kill most of them and to teach the rest some respect. Various animals attending the council agreed to come up with every sort of ailment from cancer to p.m.s. When the Grubworm heard this last one, he laughed so hard he fell over backwards and has been crawling around like that ever since.

 

So, all the animals went their separate ways to meet in council, each with their own kind, to work out the details of what they would do. The deer met in council, with their chief, Little Deer, presiding. The deer understood the humans to be a pitiful and needy people who live only by the deaths of others. For this reason, the deer decided to allow the humans to continue killing some deer each year, but only what is needed for food, NEVER FOR SPORT. Furthermore, a human hunter, upon killing a deer, is required to show respect for the spirit of the deer by begging the deer’s pardon and making a proper tobacco offering. And so, Little Deer, the chief and adawehi of all the deer will come. Swiftly and invisibly he will come to the place where the deer has died. Gently he will bend down over the blood. In a whisper, he will ask the spirit of the slain deer, “Did this hunter treat you with respect? Did he beg your pardon? Did he offer tobacco?”

If the answer is, “Yes,” all is well, and Little Deer will go on his way. But if the answer is, “No,” Little Deer will track that hunter to his home. There, Little Deer will strike that hunter with rheumatism, which he may never hunt again!

 

Word was sent to the human people, and we Cherokees have not forgotten this treaty with the deer.

 

And so, many diseases came into the earth. Many people died. For a while, it looked as though maybe no humans would survive in the earth. The great cities were forgotten and fell into ruin.

 

The plant peoples who saw all of this, also elected to come together and meet in council. Deciding to take pity on us humans, each plant agreed to give of itself to provide medicine for at least one human disease or ailment. All we humans had to do was ask in a respectful way.

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"This website was made to induce meditation...
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(suggested) Here's the website where I found the article: thespiritscience.net article

(if you already know what to do) Here's the actual website, I suggest the 10minute one if you're just a curious george: http://relaxinfinity.com/

I honestly wish I could add the app here just as it is shown in the first website I listed, the spirit science website.

Also, I do suggest visiting the first link to try this website out. They give you a little bit information on what you can do with the website; as far as arrow keys to change the scene and making it a better experience for you.

The company that sponsors this website is a music label called "Red Bull Music Academy." Interesting indeed. Definitely something to look at C:

Have fun and stay high!... in vibration c:

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